FRIDAY QUOTES

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Hey guys!! Hope your week has been Terrific.I have decided to Put up quotes on Fridays
I hope this quotes motivates you.So back to the quote

Many of us are so scared to accept our flaws that we go into relationship for the wrong reason and those relationship in the long run suffer,You cant give what you don't have.You have to love yourself before you can love someone else.Do you realize you attract what you are.".Strive to be in a relationship in which both parties have discovered themselves independently. Trying to find this clarity from someone else will lead to a downward spiral of inconsistent contentment."

So with that being said,I hope you always remember and work on how to love yourself.


Alabi Misturat.
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BREAKING FREE

Hi readers

I started this blog since last year,but due to work i have not had enough time to blog,i just started promoting the blog and by the time i get readers to comment and if this particular story get positive views,there will surely be a part 2 then.I hope you enjoy it.

I never imagined that i would still be clueless about where my life was headed when i graduated high school.I thought as the years went by,i will figure it out.

But i never did.

Growing up in a less conducive environment,didn't  help me either,my childhood was a nightmare.

When i was barely 9 years old,my mother died from a cause i don't know,Although my father told me constantly that she was sick in the head[bipolar] and died from drug overuse.I always found it unreal when he said those things,because my only memories of my mother were happy ones,playing with toys and baking cakes together.

                By the time i was 11,my father had began to tell me i was "just like her".For 5 years i listened to how crazy i was just like my mother,how i would eventually become a drug addict and a prostitute,because that all women like me are good for.I felt so worthless listening to all degrading things my father said i was,that i just began to believe everything he said.

By the time i was 14 years loneliness had made him force himself on me when he was drunk,it became a habit for him even when he was sober.he said it was pointless to waste money on prostitute i would also grow up to be,when he could just have me.For 4 horrifying years,i dreaded nightfall,i wondered  if i would hear my bedroom door open,and the smell of his beer breath.I lived a hell on earth in the one place i should be able to grow and flourish.

One day i couldn't stand it,so i told him not to touch me again by threatening to slit myself with a knife,he took the knife from me and his hand folded in close fist punched at me till all i could see was blur.The smallest mistake of mine would send him into rage and i always had scars to show for it.

My only escape  was few hours of going to school,but with stern warning that if i ever told anyone of his crime,he would kill me.I had no reason not to believe him.I did all i could to survive,i forced myself not to feel the agony anymore,i shoved the pain away.I couldn't let him win.

As soon as i turned 18, i ran away,i had fear holding me back,but the thought of freedom,my dreams of living my life were enough encouragement for me to flee.Breaking free opened a new world for me....

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A Tribute To A Virtuous Mother

Mummy how do i look today
Silence is all i receive
Mummy i was insulted today
Silence is all i receive
Mummy there is a guy i like
Silence is all i receive
Mummy can i date him
Silence is all i receive
Mummy i have got lots of thing to say to you
Silence is all i receive
Mummy i hope you are proud of me
Silence is all i receive
Mummy i hope am doing a good job with my sibling
Silence is all i receive

            These and much more is all i ask from my mother,but i receive no answer,because she's been gone for 10yrs.I was just 10yrs old when my mother died.Its been a decade but the pain still lingers,its so sharp,i feel it like a knife pierced through my heart.Although i have just an old unclear picture of my mother,i can never forget her face,or anything about her.My mother was so radiant,loving,caring,peaceful and a solace to everyone that needs her.
           I remember memories,in these memories there were moment i was rude to my mother,i am sorry for for everything i dint say or do for her,i guess i never thought you could die so soon.I always thought you would see me graduate from secondary school,i thought you would help me fill out forms for tertiary institution,i thought you would be there on my matriculation and on my graduation you would beam with smiles and be happy that you were there for me.I remember when you told me that i was your sister,so i should feel free to let you know everything that was bothering me.I thought you would be the one to take care of my children,the way you did of I and my siblings.
         Some night,i feel so lonely without her,i can not sleep and i think and imagine what could have been our life if she was still here,Her death has caused scars that can never be erased in my heart.As the years goes on,i found out i am getting stronger and accepting reality,i am no longer the little girl that cries her heart out thinking those tears would move Allah and he would send my mother back to me.but now when i think about her,I Pray,hoping we would meet someday in a happy place.
My voiceless heart wants her closer
But i know she's in a better place.
Her face dwells in my heart
And i will relive memories of moment we spent together,every time i remember her.
I celebrate your life well spent.

Before 30

I watched the trailer of a movie,that was what brought about the title of this article.
why is there so much pressure on a lady to get married,that's one of the reason why ladies in their 30s dont like attending weddings of family members[especially when there younger relations are getting married]that's the avenue your uncles and aunties would begin questioning you about when you are getting married,they dont know you are going through enough pressure already and already even hinting your man that you are ready by pointing @  wedding gowns when you pass a store saying isn't that gown beautiful,it would look good on me[even when you know its not your dream gown,],always telling him how his last name fits your first name,when you see children always caring for them so he would think you love children and would make a good mother.[although when they pee and puke on you,you are annoyed.]things ladies do just for a man to ask that question they have always had the answer YES for.

Life is meaningless without you

When the rain was drizzling,it came down heavily,you gave me yourself as an umbrella to keep me dried.babes thanks for always being there for me.

When my cheeks were swollen and full of tears,you came and told me your little secret.you asked me what was bothering me,when i told you.you gave me your hand as an handkerchief to clean my tears

When i was sad that i walked without life in me.you gave me a shoulder to lean on so as not to fall

When i look so helpless,you were always there for me

you are the best thing thats ever happened in my life.

you have given me a new hope of living.Thanks for being there for me.i appreciate you being a part of my life.would always cherish all the moments we shared.

If you know you have not been showing your partner how much they mean to you.this valentine season is an opportunity to show them you appreciate the roles they play in your life.